LET HIM GO

The most different thing in the world letting go of someone you've held close closer than anything else. leaving the hand you had wanted to hold for eternity. it's strange how you always thought of yourself as selfish & yet, here you are thinking about the pain when your heart is crying out wishing for him happiness when all you are left with is sadness. but you loved him and that's what matters no matter how far he drifts apart you'll still love him hate anger,remorse?? why? you always knew it was going to end you were living an impossible dream one that wasn`t happily ever after, there's almost a sense of deja`vu as you had almost imagined it so imagined him leaving you the manner of it is minor detail what will you do now if you meet him again on some corner some road,someday look into those eyes again? or see through him. whatever you do,you won`t escape the dull ache in your heart as you are bathed again in his fragrance of his smile. but these aren't your thought now there's a big long night ahead and there's allot of crying to do:(( one day i started believing in life in love and that very same day i die.