IT`S NOT EASY

I still see you in my dream That glued in my eyes It hurts but doesn`t help at all I still want you to be............ I still remember the day ,we met Calling ourselves, soulmates just the right for each others. There was something special with you I wanted to hold it for-ever with me With that killing smile, your voice of repling me back"Hi" Was so new and still rhyming in my ears Those twinklee of yours eyes embrassing me in comfort And verse of your lips carrying me to paradise. Out of no, when you said me on the coffe shop Wanted to sit & talk to you through the night. I found me new, crazy & unknown I dreamt our relation would never sever. I met you as a known stranger"where you comforted me with no more stranger" Showed a new world like an angle in a blue shirt Leading the day as in fairy tales. Two year had passed & we barely holding it together What happened to the way it all used to be I never wanted you out of my life, Sitting on bench for a long time pretending not to see I could not smile, laugf as i use to be earlier in a group no more without you Things have change & they change so fast Now is so barren & deserted . Am alone, i'am week; in every day as i Could not stop recalling the past. I cryed & i weep why it happen this way I have complain ? who's going to answer now? whom should i asked? where do i go? Does every problem has a solution? All my question are un answered Why it's with me only :(( I t didn't workout; of course you told it won't. It shouldn't have ended this way....., but It did and it shouldn't. I miss you and everything you were to me A fter years from now, when you look back......, We will be older and you will be able to see My feelings for you standing the test of Time.......Un rusted: :((