OF YOU

I close my eyes, See your face. Imagine your smile, Your tender embrace. I feel your kiss, So warm & true. My life is prefect, When i think of you. I open my eyes, And you are not here. I look out my window, Wishing you were near. Feeling pain so deep No where to run, No where to hide. Tormented & torn apart, But still it`s you That holds my heart. I close my eyes, Hear your voice Fall more in love, There is no choice. Imagine your laughter, Your passion too. What i would give now Just to hold on to you. Time goes by, Life moves on. And still you are My only one. I love you so, This much is true. My life is perfact, When i think of you.

MY FRIST LOVE

(Read somewhere just feel like putting here on my post after a long time ..writing..enjoi the post;) You make me strong You make me week I lose my breath I cannot speak I see your face I cannot hide The Wonderful feelings I feel inside I see your eyes Link an ignited fire I finally found My one desire It`s like a message From up above For the very first time I fell in love.

TRUE FRIENDS

You think about them frequently, but you don`t talk to them frequently.you pray for their well beings, and you carve to meet them,but not brave enough to pick up the phone or shoot an email for chat!! Have you ever wondered who your true friends are? when i look back years, my true friends are the ones with whom i have had the least amount of communication in the recent past we got so busy with our daily schedules and life took its own course. i do not even have any contacts with this friend.i have not been hold enough to haunt for a contact number/ email address & get back in touch with this friend. But,the truth fullness of our friendship remains the same. its the same case with even some of my other true friend. limited communication with unlimited thinking about them whenever your memories rewind to the past. As you get older & older, you realize that it is hard to build true friendship with all kinds of open communication,you reply back on your good- old network to renew your communication. i know that if one day we get together after several years, there is just so much to catch- up & so much to talk.And, we realize that lot's has changed in each other's lives during the long gap .you end up cherishing the minimal communication for serveral years in expectation of that one moment to catch- up. "Friendship is measured in quality, not in quantity friends are nothing we collect, but people we share our life with" and "where understanding is found, that's where you find your friends".

SUGAR QUOTES

Cant`t belive that i have become one sugar quating individual finally. yup. 2 years of such a company, and u experience a lot of thing. you would turnout to be like one people have become so unpredictable.They are like peaches, like Mr. Geoff said the other day. so ripe from outside and hard and strong in the inner. you can never guess the real person since he/she is dipped in candy words and emotions washed honey syrup & designed by extra icing sugar & wip cream. No i ain`t talk about deserts, but its the people aound me. The outer you is far more different than the inner you. like a peach, stressing that again No matter how much one hates the other, they show like they are your best friend and wellwisher. people twist and turn many things and add the so called artificial effect and present it to you. Hence the reality is under disguise in the Real world! "EVERY EXPERIENCE MAKES ME UNDERSTAND PEOPLE BETTER NOW ".

PERFACT STRANGERS

And If you hear me talking on the wind you've got to understand we must remain perfect stangers.. But what lays down occasions for all this (fights et al) and causes a switch in mindset? I certainly do not know what eventhough I'm being a 'perfect stranger'. she was my friend.We were real thick but sadly the relationship turned out to be a very brief one(briefer than I expected..lol).And ironically, for me atleast, those were some of the best days I had. Anyhow,I've got to buy whatever turns up. It's extremely difficult to give up on a friend and especially having had someone like her around I still don't understand how it all came about.But it did and made my life a rat's nest. She was absolutely fine.I was too.But then a lot of things happened and I decided to break it up.I will not divulge anything about her but as far as I'm concered, I had taken a reasonable( if not right) decision.My practicality got the better of me and I stuck to it as well.I thought it was best for the two of us to split up and move on.I don't see the point in continuing a relationship when "that something" is lost.It's not always nice to see through circumstance and figure things faster than it tells on you. I still want to be friend with her but deep down I know it's only because of the happiness She would bring to me.No one has ever known me like She did.Maybe, She's the best damned thing of my life :) How is it like to break up with a friend and get over the void within?

इंतज़ार

रातों में तारों को तकते टिमटिमाते मोतियों में तेरी आंखों को ढूंढते उमड़ घुमड़ के आते जाते कुछ सयाने बादलों से तेरा पता पूछते पूछते बरसों जिन्दगी काटी है लम्हों को गिनते गिनते

I love you........;)

And i don't want to fall to pieces I just wanna sit and stare at you I don't wanna talk about it And I don't want a conversation I just wanna cry in front of you I don't wanna talk about it 'Cause I'm in love with you. Lemme just hold you once Touch you, and feel your presence Gimme your shoulder to cry There's a lot of things i wanna say Say how much i love you everyday Even when you are gone so far away 'Cause i'm in love with you Let me hold your face in my hands As my eyes cry all your tears Lemme touch my lips to your cheeks And look into your beautiful eyes Tell you just how you mean The entire world to me 'Cause i'm in love with you 'Cause i love you like i've never And will never again ===============================

IT`S NOT EASY

I still see you in my dream That glued in my eyes It hurts but doesn`t help at all I still want you to be............ I still remember the day ,we met Calling ourselves, soulmates just the right for each others. There was something special with you I wanted to hold it for-ever with me With that killing smile, your voice of repling me back"Hi" Was so new and still rhyming in my ears Those twinklee of yours eyes embrassing me in comfort And verse of your lips carrying me to paradise. Out of no, when you said me on the coffe shop Wanted to sit & talk to you through the night. I found me new, crazy & unknown I dreamt our relation would never sever. I met you as a known stranger"where you comforted me with no more stranger" Showed a new world like an angle in a blue shirt Leading the day as in fairy tales. Two year had passed & we barely holding it together What happened to the way it all used to be I never wanted you out of my life, Sitting on bench for a long time pretending not to see I could not smile, laugf as i use to be earlier in a group no more without you Things have change & they change so fast Now is so barren & deserted . Am alone, i'am week; in every day as i Could not stop recalling the past. I cryed & i weep why it happen this way I have complain ? who's going to answer now? whom should i asked? where do i go? Does every problem has a solution? All my question are un answered Why it's with me only :(( I t didn't workout; of course you told it won't. It shouldn't have ended this way....., but It did and it shouldn't. I miss you and everything you were to me A fter years from now, when you look back......, We will be older and you will be able to see My feelings for you standing the test of Time.......Un rusted: :((

THE WEIRDEST THING

The weirdest thing is when we've been living almost half our life just being happy with things around us, how can one person makes such a major difference that makes us, so disheartened? is'nt love just psychological ? A state of mind.... love doesn't exist. why is companionship from this one person carved when company graves all around? This phase of self retrospection has been eye opening why we're smitten by some is still a question, but that t happens is not reciprocated? life went on and will still go on! nothing changes that.... and hence should make no difference. so with another me to me talk; Things have been sorted out and life goes on... fun... said... hilarious boring...disappointing... funny... but most importantly ...amusing:D love is not always reciprocated and also cannot be forced upon.so, maybe this is love...but.. i will let go...

QUESTION & ANSWER

Have you ever. 1.Smoked a cigarette? :only a few times. 2.Crashed a friend's car? :Never been behind the wheels. 3.Stolen a car? :Nope, not even a toy car 4.Been in love? :yup!! 5.Been dumped? :yup :(( 6.Shop lifted? :Hmm, nope. Guess am too big a Coward for that. 7.Been in a fist fight? : yeah!Sometime my karate practices would turn into one of those :D 8.Snuck out of your parent's house? :Nae, never struck me. 9.Had feeling for someone who didn`t have them back? :Yup kinda. 10.Been arrested? :Nope 11.Gone on a blind date?: Sadly No. 12.Skipped School? :Yes both school & college many times He He He....... 14.Been on a plane? :Yes. 15.Seen Someone die? :Nope,Never want to 16.Been to Canada? :Nope 17.Purposely set a part of yourself on fire? :Nope 18.Been jet-skiing? :No again 19.Met someone in person from the Internet? :soon going to....:) 20.Taken pain killers? :yes many time. 21.Flown a kite? :Sadly no 22.Build a sand castle? :Nope, never been to the beach much 23.Gone puddle jumping? :Yuck! I hate dirty feet. 24.Cheated while playing a game? : Hmmmm, I don`t remember. 25.Been lonely? :yes! still also & a lot back in the past. 26.Fallen asleep at work or school/college? :Yup 27.Used a fake ID? :No, Never. 28.Felt an earthquake? :Yup. twice though but that to be v- mild one. 29.Touched a snake? :Not unless you count a toy snake 30.Slept beneath the stars? :Oh yeah! 31.Been misunderstood? Hmm, a couple of times, on trivial matters to a trivial extent. 32.Won a contest? : Yeah, a couple of time. 33.Run a red light/stop sign? :Humm, no. 34.Been suspended from the school? :Nope. 35.Been in a car accident? :NO 36.Eaten a whole pint of ice-cream in one night? :No:( 37.Walked the street drunk? : No Though. but i wanna to give a try. 38.Had dejavu? :Many times, mostly in childhood 39.Danced in the moonlight? :Hmm, no wait, yeah a couple of times again 40.Witnessed a crime? : Nope not yet. 41.Been obsessed with post-it notes? :Nope 42.Squished bare foot through the mud? :I said i hate dirty feet. 43.Been lost? : Yeah! many time. 44.Been on the opposite side of the country? :Yeah,down there in south. 45.Swum in the ocean? yes. 46.Cried yourself to sleep? : Again allot, in my childhood. 47.Played cops & robbers? :Yeah. 48.Recently coloured with crayons? : yup:) 49.Sung Karaoke? : Nope 50.Paid for a meal with only coins? :Nope 51.Done something you told yourself you would`nt? :Oh!yeah,&DAT too a big one. 52.Made prank phone calls? : Yup, that too my principal & quite a few with my friends too 53.Caught a snow flake on your tongue? :Haven`t seen one even, & you talking of ca hing it 54.Written a letter to Santa clause? :No, Don`t be live in santes. 55.Blow bubbles? : Yup yup yup!!! 56.Bonfire on the beach? :No beach, bonfire in the garden though. 57.Cheated on the test? ; yeah at school time. 58.Gone skinny- dipping in a pool? :Yup in childhood but now no pool, no swims, no skinny dips:D 59.Still miss somebody? :Um mm..... yeah.. i do:(( 60.Pray to God? : yes daily before going to bed:)