im still 2 find what happens

Human kind n human mind is something that is unpredictable. You love your parents, friends, siblings; you sometimes love everything around you. But sometimes you r just not satisfied. The feeling of incompleteness. Incomplete without some one. As your counterpart is missing. You then cant stand good things happening to even your dear ones. The rage of jealousy fills the body. And u lose control for moment. Then it doesn’t matter the person is your own family member , your dearest friend or any out sider. You find it hard to accept the way it is. ‘Why not me??’..And you are not able to find answer. It becomes crucial when it knocks your own doors. Your dear friend or your dear brother he is the one whom u envy. Yes you do though for minute. But you do. Thast human nature and human kind. seeking love everywhere around. a lil love offers allures him. And then they envy who has more share of it than them.Thats human blood. The unstoppable chains of restlessness,lil frustration for yourself, and of course the envious feeling.lil..But certainly there. Life offers more than you expect, but you expect it when you wish it.dont know how many lives have been drawn by this. How many have changed their attitude towards life by this. But the inevitable importance is unrecognized.untold, unknown. Every night has down. new hope. You rise. Face sun with full breath start new day but then again you meet another dear sister,brother or friend. And then you forget to laugh at yourself.

MANZIL AAUR MUSAAFIR?

"DHOONTHE PHIRTE HOON MEIN AI IQBAL,APNEY APP KO APP HEE GOYA MUSAAFIR APP HEE MANZIL HOON MEIN" (O Iqbal, i go about everywhere looking for myself as if i was the wayfarer aswell asthe destination)

UNKNOWN

Been quite smtime since i wrote smthin.. well hardly matters whn u don hve much of visitors ..nywys.. smtimes i guess jus da fact dat sm1 cares 4 u matters a lot.. evn whn it cms 4 a prson whom u hvnt seen or spoken to ...m too stupid nd nice for da wrld.... a case of wrong time nd wrong place .. guess m too outdated ..but well hve to live ...i survive..hve to smile .. i laugh..its pretty easy .. to not b wat u r.. aftr all.. da wrldz full of hipocrites.. nywyws...to all da pple i'll nevr meet ...i like u guys a lot..u r really d support which i hve alwz seeked.. n dat 2 at da right time whn i struggle to cope up wid lyf.. alwz d unknown 1 who listens to me ..makes me feel imp .n den makes me laugh MYSTIC POWER O:)... THANK YOU... letsee whn i write nxt ...

WHY PEOPLE ARE LIKE THAT??

Some people irritate me up to death. And I have to bear them. Why are they trying to be so much socially active??? Every one has own life and every one has right to live it as one wants to. I can understand suggestions those are out of care for friend. But that’s not enough for these people. They want to change all according to them; according to they wish us to be. How cheap, immature is that. Why they don’t let others to live their own life peacefully??? I have come across many. Not single. And I wonder how I stand them! They are so irritating. They insult you; say such things in every second sentence that you will never ever wonder some one can say. And I stand helpless. May be I think it’s even cheap and immature to answer them, or I just keep wondering how people can interfere so much in others lives though they don’t even have any right and any idea of what your facing, and what you want from life. Sick minds, rather immature minds. Or sick me! Who is yet to find way out of this puzzle, how to tackle with those who enter you life, your problems without your permission. Sometimes I get so much angry that I feel like slapping them or through them out of my life. But I never did that. Only reason I have social life. I can’t live without them because they are all around. And then I feel like laughing on my own situation. Helpless me. Poor me. Wretched, looking for shoulder to relax, and always left disappointed. Why? Why people are like this? Or may be I am insane. Who has more expectations from all relationships, more than they can afford. But in any of these cases, I am left irritated to death. Well hope I find solution to this soon. Because I hardly see any solution to change people’s minds and even my nature.