TRUE FRIENDS

You think about them frequently, but you don`t talk to them frequently.you pray for their well beings, and you carve to meet them,but not brave enough to pick up the phone or shoot an email for chat!! Have you ever wondered who your true friends are? when i look back years, my true friends are the ones with whom i have had the least amount of communication in the recent past we got so busy with our daily schedules and life took its own course. i do not even have any contacts with this friend.i have not been hold enough to haunt for a contact number/ email address & get back in touch with this friend. But,the truth fullness of our friendship remains the same. its the same case with even some of my other true friend. limited communication with unlimited thinking about them whenever your memories rewind to the past. As you get older & older, you realize that it is hard to build true friendship with all kinds of open communication,you reply back on your good- old network to renew your communication. i know that if one day we get together after several years, there is just so much to catch- up & so much to talk.And, we realize that lot's has changed in each other's lives during the long gap .you end up cherishing the minimal communication for serveral years in expectation of that one moment to catch- up. "Friendship is measured in quality, not in quantity friends are nothing we collect, but people we share our life with" and "where understanding is found, that's where you find your friends".

SUGAR QUOTES

Cant`t belive that i have become one sugar quating individual finally. yup. 2 years of such a company, and u experience a lot of thing. you would turnout to be like one people have become so unpredictable.They are like peaches, like Mr. Geoff said the other day. so ripe from outside and hard and strong in the inner. you can never guess the real person since he/she is dipped in candy words and emotions washed honey syrup & designed by extra icing sugar & wip cream. No i ain`t talk about deserts, but its the people aound me. The outer you is far more different than the inner you. like a peach, stressing that again No matter how much one hates the other, they show like they are your best friend and wellwisher. people twist and turn many things and add the so called artificial effect and present it to you. Hence the reality is under disguise in the Real world! "EVERY EXPERIENCE MAKES ME UNDERSTAND PEOPLE BETTER NOW ".

PERFACT STRANGERS

And If you hear me talking on the wind you've got to understand we must remain perfect stangers.. But what lays down occasions for all this (fights et al) and causes a switch in mindset? I certainly do not know what eventhough I'm being a 'perfect stranger'. she was my friend.We were real thick but sadly the relationship turned out to be a very brief one(briefer than I expected..lol).And ironically, for me atleast, those were some of the best days I had. Anyhow,I've got to buy whatever turns up. It's extremely difficult to give up on a friend and especially having had someone like her around I still don't understand how it all came about.But it did and made my life a rat's nest. She was absolutely fine.I was too.But then a lot of things happened and I decided to break it up.I will not divulge anything about her but as far as I'm concered, I had taken a reasonable( if not right) decision.My practicality got the better of me and I stuck to it as well.I thought it was best for the two of us to split up and move on.I don't see the point in continuing a relationship when "that something" is lost.It's not always nice to see through circumstance and figure things faster than it tells on you. I still want to be friend with her but deep down I know it's only because of the happiness She would bring to me.No one has ever known me like She did.Maybe, She's the best damned thing of my life :) How is it like to break up with a friend and get over the void within?

इंतज़ार

रातों में तारों को तकते टिमटिमाते मोतियों में तेरी आंखों को ढूंढते उमड़ घुमड़ के आते जाते कुछ सयाने बादलों से तेरा पता पूछते पूछते बरसों जिन्दगी काटी है लम्हों को गिनते गिनते