KHSAR BHAR KO KYU PYARR KIYA THA.

Here comes another of Mr. Harivansh Rai Bachchan's potery i like to penn it for times so now i finally got it.for some reason, I feel that I need to keep coming back to it every once in a while. He has this amazing ability to write very simple things which touch our hearts. And for some reasons, for me, things that are closest to my heart are oftentimes expressed so succinctly and brilliantly in the Hindi language. अर्द्ध रात्रि में सहसा उठकर, पलक संपुटों में मदिरा भर, तुमने क्यों मेरे चरणों में अपना तन-मन वार दिया था? क्षण भर को क्यों प्यार किया था? [Suddenly, in the middle of the night, your eyes brimming with intoxication, why did you give you heart and soul to me? Why did you love me for a moment?] ‘यह अधिकार कहाँ से लाया!’ और न कुछ मैं कहने पाया - मेरे अधरों पर निज अधरों का तुमने रख भार दिया था! क्षण भर को क्यों प्यार किया था? [All I could say was, "Who gave you this right?" Why did you love me for a moment, placing the weight of your lips on mine?] वह क्षण अमर हुआ जीवन में, आज राग जो उठता मन में - यह प्रतिध्वनि उसकी जो उर में तुमने भर उद्गार दिया था! क्षण भर को क्यों प्यार किया था? [That moment will live forever in my life. Even today, I feel that passion, a reflection of the bliss you filled my heart with? Why did you love me for that moment only?]

THIS FEBURARY.....

Though this suppose to be my first post of this month but some how i couldn't post it neways i am in good mood to write about alot of activity that took place during this month .. of feburary and some of the moment which really makes me to write and dedicate a whole post about it. some where i have 2 start so let me start from the very begning of the this month ..feburary 1st.. i was hospitilized ..yes cause i was suffering from a sever stomach ache and vomitting i tried my level best to get back to normal state but quite offten piont of time the pain was so dammn..severe i was week and my poor body surrender finelly i called immiedately MY ANGEL DARLING FRIEND "Buddy " To save me from the clutches of pain. He immideately took me to hospital latter on the docter detact and declare it a case of food poisioning.... Man i start eating out alot during the last few days. I also start escaping my dinner , breakfast and lunch as they don,t taste great you know how mess food is...yukk ..yukk...but still better 2 as compare 2 other hostel mess still i dont like the food much during my stay here i am only on rice diet nd forget the taste of chapati...neway i was not immune to eat out ... and so ..all that infection happned ..i cried i was feeling sooooooooo...week nd feeble ...only becase of "Buddy" nd "Ujju" ..i come back to life thank you ...Angel nd ujju... 4 being there with me during those tougf time ... And this all happened during the phase when every one is sooo busy in studyies as finial semester exams are stared from 5th..onwards and i on the other hand was in complete state of relexing...on hospital bed...not only this after i came back 4om hospital i was feeling very-week ..i can,t even step 4ward i have 2 take somebody's help to take me to the loo ...nd to climb those stairs which takes me towards my hostle room ...man i was feeling like a handicap person who can,t walk herself..nd depend on ppl...neway in between this time angel was passing through tougf time he was v- disturbed he can,t read he can,t write ...he tried his best ...2 mask his feeling but the more he does that to hide his emotions they just emit out with double speed.....nd radidate......on his face....2 see him this way even i was not feeling gr8t..b'couse i was the reason who put him in this situtation i feel guilty i feel bad on my-self i feel as if i commite any crime as if i put somebody in such a pain and all that is just because of me being the reason i curse myself soo many time i was blank...,i was dumb ..i donn know what 2 do then i want to solve this problem and more his pain especially soo we went to decide to go Rekha mam..place as i can only think of no other better individuall then her. During this time i can only talk to her to help us to overcome from this problem or if not complectly then atlest showed us the direction nd guide us what shall be the next step and how 2 handle all this... her motherly advice and concern can bring a difference 2 our's life with this hope we went to see her at her place like a mother who could only help and shower an unconditional love and immense affection to her children so is she a bland of (iit ) with that gr8 mumbaiya brain chipped with a good sense of humor nd intellegency i can discuess any thing about her on any subject matter and without any self interset she want to add a new dimenshion and give a new outlook to ppl 's life she wanted to see all her student happy and smiling .after a long nd heavy talk nd a lot of crying ..we came back satisfying ...i was still can,t walk thanx to angel again he makes me walk again ....he was there every time with me....neway things were not painfull 4om there onwards.. i guess 4r him also the same will be the case he also got his answer..if not then at least a peace 4 sure... next is the D- day means the exam finally started ...my exam was good and i feel happy..exam are still continue ..only one more too goo ..yesterday i went to M.G ROAD to get some Aagerbatti stick nd sandlewood ..from cuvary emporarium i went along with "Buddy"..we went to macdonald to have burger and coke..after that we did some big shopping i was also looking 4 a silk saree 4 my sisterin-law we went to center stage mall i don't like the stuff there finally found one woolen suite ..it was bright yellow in colour ..men i was so confused weather 2 buy it or not then finally that one suite is also not that much ..appealing so i drop the idea ... all i wasted is one nd a half hour..uuummmm.......sorry boss ..i can't select simply anything..which is not appealing too me..i meam that is how i am .and rest all gal's spicies are they took there own sweet time..;) After then that we went to our famous old resturent in the same palce i quite like the ambiance of that place..all they maintain is just like the coffee shop during the old britishers time i specially like the masala dosa and filter coffee every time whenever i go i eat and order the same.yupee.... humm..yummy my taste bud get activated after eating dosa nd coffee now again after satisfying my hunger i decided to go to chikpet for silk saree..man again i didn,t found any....buddy must be thing in his mind that OH- GOD why the hell gal's found so difficult to select a simple sreee... or a simple peice of clothes or any other thing 4om market why the hell they take soo much time too select a simple thing ..he must be thinking not to accompany with me ...again as comming 4 shoping is not an easy task specially when a girl is going on a shopping with .. you..neway after then that i was tired comming back again to my pavalion ..so called my hostle ..i took a long head shoer 4 1 hour....feel relexed nd light...nd then went 2 bed...in the middle og night recived a phone call when i picked up the call from the other side... one of my friend called nd asked a stupid question are you sleeping..i feel so angary nd say yes i was sleeping nd u really disturbed my sleep in the middle of the night ..now tell me wat's the matter? ..the voice said ..nope just feel like talking to you neway u sleep gudnite..i said fine gudnite 2 you aswell . and slept again wake-up late at 10'clok escape morning breakfast again...had only tea..neway few of my senour are going 2 see geeta who is hospitalized and got opperated for apandix i also joined them..after 4om there we went 2 reliance freash to purchase some fruits after comming back still feeling sleepy..just lazyed in my bed recived a call from indigo airline office came 2 know that my flights now is direct 4om both the side which was not earlier i was happy after then that called smita and aparna to fix my programme once i reached delhi on 18th afternoon ...we al were making plan..i,ll go directly this time from airport to smita's home i meeting her 1st time after she got married ...im too excited ..about my short holiday break i,ll be back on 26th in the evening called mom nd dad infromed about my flight time changes ...wish bhabi happy v- day yes ..thsi year v- day is also gone blak like the other year days nothing new ..life is still going on ..neway...end of the day feel like winding up here Buddy want's 2 read my blog....nd gave me his expert comment.. 2mmrow. one thing i notice about in his personality nd discover his hidden trait of putting his feelings nd emotions in words soo well ..he is sooo........ expersive .... far better then me or anyother writer that i come across so far.. i really enjoied reading his post .... i suggest him to write and express himself more as this is the best way to see and know yourself as a person nd it brings you more close to ourself as a person..and atleast for me bloggi g is a addition ...neway i have 2 prepare 4 the last SGC exam which is on 16th. on 16th evening iam goin to triputi..will be back on 17 th. evening ..ater then that i,ll be flying to delhi..yupee lot's of masti is waiting..for me....happy time is here comes..but as if off now gotta go and study 2mmrow rest write latter..... catch you latter and yeah happy v- day ppl though every day is a valantines day 4 me not any one particular day...but still i may not want to loose any oppurtinity to wish all my readers and blogfriend .. have a great time its 1:14 am ..the next day after writting this i,ll go to bed so that 2mmrow i can wake up early nd freash.... byee:)

AND AGAIN ...:((

There are two circle in life the RED and The BLUE.The blue circles are our lows and the red ones are highs. Disclaimer: These refer to states of the awake and conscious mind, only! :-)Hmm...When I am unhappy with the way my life( life, in today's lingo, means anything much less than your actual lifespan and is, actually, used as a vague term when we can't exactly pinpoint a particular aspect of our life!) is shaping up, I end up in a perpetually bad mood which in turn leads to a propagation of the dull phase! Now if this negative feedback is clear the red, periods of positive feedback can be similarly explained. The highs are generally a little short lasting and we tend to magnify our woes, hence the difference in size. Now comes the interesting part; how to escape from the vicious circle and reach the red circle?I figured out today that for this we require to just withdraw from the cycle and look at ourselves from a different reference frame. During one such pause to introspect, I realized that currently I am not able to work efficiently or be enthu and energetic and do a lot of extra-curriculars 'coz I am just too lethargic and lazy! I have arrived at the 'all important solution to all of mankind's miseries', as my mummy would call it, and that is A JOG and EXERCISES in the morning! Tomorrow onwards (at least for two days :-P) I am going to see if these help me to regain my agility and leap to the red circle.Now, settling down to write this post was also a part of this 'leap before you weep' strategy! ;-)It often happens that I have an entire post ready in my mind, but being a lazy bum that I am, I don't get down to posting it. Putting it in green and yellow seems to be therapeutic; I feel a fresh surge of adrenalin after publishing one.Everyone is special in their own way. And I am for my fart(for benefit of all non-IITians: fart=poor, here) jokes and I love rebuses. So here's the deal: I will post my terri(fic/ble) 'Joke of the day' and as an incentive for u guys to visit my blog again, I'll also post new rebuses as antidotes to preserve your sanity! I am so considerate!So, are you ready? Here goes today's FJ :-PThis sem we have a course in genetics and we are learning about the galactose regulon in that. There are genes that have names gal1, gal2 ...gal10 and so on. So now, what would gal10 mean in hindi and hindu mythology?Sahi Jawab: Ravan's left cheeks!! (for the really slow learners: gaal 10 is the clue) LOL! :D:-)))For those of you who have the guts to plod on:A simple rebus to begin with: